have been reading about life science research these days... wow imagine human beings have been there for like millions of years and the mystery abt our body have not been unlocked till now...

now scientists are trying to use stem cells to inject into hearts to let it replace those damaged cells in it. just like how the lizard replaces their tail..

another thing that really facinates me is the human brain. now nobody knows how it is developed to maturity as time goes on.. tat's a very interesting topic =)

hai.. this week is a very bad week.. kena 'birded' throughout the week and feeling extremely frustrated since then.. first is the 3 days 2 nites so called mini-exercise called ex component training.. think its totally redundant la... first-everything wasn't organised properly by the pple in the upper level... imagine the main focus for the training is deployment and then when we reached the deployment grd to find that the ground was taken up by another unit.. hai.. in the end have to wait for like from morning 9 am till the supposed time for construction which is like 2 am.. BUT in the end we constructed at 6 am cos almond's tugboat for prb hai... then before construction kena bird for some reasons la which i admit is partly my fault.. and after construction kena bird again.. this time for nothing.. hai... cos the cmdr din get pple to man the boat motor then the raft drift.. then i kenaed again.. hai... like my prb like that.. hai.. then rafting kena 'f'ed' toh ba lek by those ah peh team (HQ CSM and RSM blah blah) if you all noe who they are.. hai.. very bad week...

when back in camp also kena snooked big time by my guys and some others la.. hai.. now i still wonder issit pple put words in my mouth or not xia.. but.. wateva la.. if it is really so and i find out. the guy will be damn sway xia...

wah lan still got 2 more brideges 2 more exercise in the space of just 2 months xia gonna be shagged out..

Have been thinking of this and someone in NTU ever told me this - to survive in singapore one have to noe at least abit of everything.. must be versatile.. cos in singapore things are moving too fast (singapore's market too small le wif very few pple)... at one time it the electrical and mechanic is rather hot and another its like struggling to survive le.. so the cert we acquired in the future might not help in wat we do..in another words its just a paper that let you find a job..(you might not find a job you are interested in and if you really that sway you may end up doing wat you hate).. sad but true..

read the bizweek these few days.. ironically when i entered poly din like biz and economics at all and now have to read the mag.. well its for me to noe wat is the world going into ba.. wat industry demands.. hmm. now life sciences and petrochemical is hot these days... can see every issue got them inside.. wonder how long they will last... as for ENV its kind of like silent la.. but the environmental issues are ringing loh.. countries are rushing to huan bao haha.. well we'll see in a few years..

Right now think one of the biggest market is India.. its like a goldmine there now.. due to the vast population and the undeveloped places.. those doing biz should try there loh hehe... china i think not much left liao cos since its 'openning up' a lot pple there liao so heh can expect some overflow and materialistic pple la.. *correct me if i am wrong heh*

one piece of advice for pple out there: go out into the world if there is a opportunity. singapore is far too small liao and resources very limited.. and try to find out wat's happening ard us.. suddenly feel that for the past few years really wasted a lot of precious time esp when in army..

hmm.. xian last week whole week in soce sleep build bridge and guide vehicles hai.. sibeh tiring.. somemore no bunk to sleep, sleep on the floor of training shed.. so nv sleep well sai.. then so tiring liao the S3 side still plan for an exercise next week.. wah wan to kill us... another good news is we are going to build another bridge Arrghh... wah lau already got 2 ex in the space of 3 weeks liao still wan to kill us.. now still got footrot hai... trying to nurse it and hopefully no need report sick or else die..

well not that worried abt the foot thing.. more worried abt the fatigue of the men and myself.. maybe before exercise Mousedeer already half dead liao.. the bridges not built by officers leh is specs and men leh!!! talk is always cheap leh... always wan to save own face wan to promote faster use us like pawns on chessboards just move the pieces.. nv think.. duh.. one more thing exercise Giant Buaya falls on mei de's bday hmm.. think gotta wish her a early bday le...

yesterday went out wif janice shuang and xingchen they all... quite a bad day actually after all the accumulated fatigue, went out feeling very grouchy ah.. *sorry guys if i offfended you all yesterday*.. went to billy bombers for dinner got this super big serving of chix and ribs wah lan... got Shocked loh but still managed to finito.. after that initially wanted to go for a movie but jan and shuang dun wan.. then go cine see liao also no tix... after that went home cos really tired, the Z monster hanging on my eye lids liao.. hai if not i go play lan xia..

Now the thought of the mini-exercise gonna demoralise me man.. hai... the officers in 35 really disgust me man wif the way they work.. hai.. they really drive my passion to grd zero

hai.. now in soce, have been here since monday for the bridge construction and the guiding vehicles.. today last day liao have to keep everything at 10pm the earliest wonder wat time will go back sleep xia... anyway received some news that gonna do the same thing 2 more times and a lot more rafting to do..

hai.. the atmosphere in candace platoon i getting worse day by day.. specs playing politics and the men showing attitude.. really dunno wat to do le.. and abt the books at ops bacinet thing still not settled... suddenly realise that i am the scapegoat liao.. hai.. pass to me to do things with no beginning expect me to end it... how to finish?? basket.. first time i bo hiew lan let them settle themselves...

accepted the NTU offer for the time being ba.. think that will be my hou lu le... if all else fails at least i can study at NTU... closer to home hehe..

watched troy yesterday heh.. not a bad show but not as good as i expected it to be loh and they seem to immortalise brad pitt's character la.. worth the money la heh...

its been a week liao since i touched this blog hah.. been very busy lately cannot book out for night's off and all the crap.. and somemore a lot pple 'taiji' things for me makes me really very pek cek.. and its abt the books we used during ops bacinet.. the admin spec nv really handover properly then now push everyting for me and make me scapegoat now everybody come look for me for that thing..

been pondering abt the NTU and overseas uni thing.. hai.. still haven really decide.. and whether to work first or to study first.. hai...
my cousin asked to desrupt for studies this year as he said it will be a waste of time when i ord next year i am gonna do nothing for 1/2 year...
i think i should not la... its a trust between me and my coy la cos if i were to disrupt this year i will be in Bravo instead of Alpha le.. and well think is my attitude ealso la.. feel i have to responsibility to finish the exercise with Alpha and my men...

hmm.. have been smsing and calling for advices on where i should go and which path should i take... and when Mr joel knows abt the choices he immediately called to give valuable advices.. he encouraged me to take the chem eng route saying that it is more versatile.. consulted most of my close frens most of them asked me to take my dream route and well called mei de(one of pple i respect most)... she said that should go gain experience on related field then go carry on study (hmm same as wat ziyun told me also)... they got the point there.. perhaps i will take the route then pursue my dream which is to eventually go into the life science.. (it really interests me)...

hmm received a letter from NTU.. they accepted me to environmental engineering.. dun feel like going to environmental... i wan chemical then eventually go biochem or something related.. mum tell me to go shui bian study a degree.. but i dun wan... arrghh...sibeh xian... think go lan lan have to go aussie or env liao... sigh really that no fate with things i like meh?? should i go env or pursue a dream??