xian today have to book in early at 1900.. dunno wat the F happen also.. argh... heard is area cleaning not gilat when CSM conducting check.. hai.. xian specialist's life really damn jian xia.. orders come down need to do saikang e.g dig drain all that.. spec will have to go do with the men.. during exercise we get the least amt of sleep. maintanence have to do with the men despite fatigue... and the list goes on and on.. and money that little bit nia.. wat privelege we get? none... except for a few days off(sometimes dun even have those after ex or some saikang we did).. and we are not appreciated by men and officers always kena aimed.. arrghh... now things abit not gilat kena called back early book in.. tmd and some small small mistakes kena crucified... arrrrr..

if only the specs more united the team will strong and overcome any prb posted to us.. the prb is the specs in my platoon all falling apart already.. pple tuang, dun show initiative to help one another.. hai.. really damn xian.. the motivation to work also not there le.. (kar gi gor kar gi)..men starting to give a lot prb also.. hai.. dunno wat we can do now xia... wait for ord... so near but it seems like its going to be a tough 3 months now with current conditions in Alpha..

thank god i din not sign on xia initially wanted to sign on naval officer.. heng in the end din. reason? aiya i dunno how to kiss pple's ass and wayang la.. somemore i gotta admit i do things not gilat as some of my frens la.. think i should stick to studies and go into industries ba...

met up wif my poly classmates for a ktv sessions at orchard.. hhaa really had fun singing with them haha.. and wah lau qing qing and michelle can really sing very well xia haha.. qing qing's qi qiu is not gai one loh ahha... powerful haha... had a chat on wat to do after my ns.. well its like hmm according to them environmental is like quite new so not much jobs now.. now i was thinking if i go NTU env is like taking a gamble... honestly now mechanical engineers and electrical is in demand.. but well who knows wat is going to happen in a few years time? nobody rite??

referred to the newspaper the other day, scanned through the recruitment section.. now very few jobs are offered to the degree holders.. whereas the most jobs offered are for the ITE pple even diploma also lose liao.. and now have to find a jobt okeep me occupied till july liao...

just got an aar from the exercise we had last week.. hai... as usual burn here burn there and a lot cock and bull story from the controllers... aiya they always like to contradict themselves.. the instructions keep changing one.. then in the end it us that got crucified.. aiya WTF i am just NSF wat they say doesn't concern me at all la.. i'll just do my best and god will do the rest ba.. one cannot be perfect see? can say that if the higher level play violin i play violin loh, they play drum i play drum loh... this is wat i learnt from an old fren of mine hah.. till december then i'll FO loh... and off to normal life..

xian got the sudden urge to go ktv to sing xia lol... who wans to go ktv can gimme a call ahaha..

saw karin(4B one) the other day hmm wah at first cannot really recognise her xia hahah thought for a while then called her.. kind of funny also haha.. hmm these few days keep seeing old classmates and old frens here and there.. wonder wat does that mean xia.. haha... one person i really would like to meet and talk to is yingshan(ok chou ah bao just in case you are reading and start thinking funny things.. just as a fren only nia).. wah lau she ignored me so long liao... haha...

ok shall stop here liao hmm gotta go back camp le..

hmm xian tml COS duty liao... 1 month nv do duty le haha heng tml the DO is 2WO Cheng xia so should be quite relak but tml my orderly is ben.. wah lau my si dui tou... a lot of pattern one duh.. always think he lau jiao already then not following wat we do... hai.. nvm.. lets see wat pattern he do this time...

hmm went out to have dinner with my ex platoon 5 men... haha some of them went to sign on to Peace-keeping liao so seldom see them so today was like a gathering with them loh.. and went to watch ard the world in 80 days.. heh not a bad show its entertaining and kept me luffing throughout..

sometimes feel a bit contradicting xia... sometimes feel that being single is good.. can be very carefree and can go anywhere i like.. but sometimes.. like today feel very xian.. need to find somebody to be with and to take care of.. but well life's like that full of contradictions

my aussie aunt called me yest.. trying to psycho me to go to curtin university in perth.. hai not really interested in that school.. if i were to go australia i would go sydney loh.. hai.. then she was like insisting that i go there and she will help to provide the accomodations and so on blah blah... then i was like dunno how to talk to her xia.. hai... well i told my dad to help me talk to her.. and tell her that i am staying in singapore for the time being...

hmm after much thinking think i will be staying in singapore to do my degree...and i think if i would like to go overseas to work or do a postgrad rather than staying in singapore but it also depends on luck also la.. if i'm lucky, perhaps i might get the chance ba lol.... it has always been my dream since i was a child to work overseas and the attachment i got in 2001 was maybe just part of a dream come true only.. but all in all that is only when i am still single ba lol...

just came back from 3 days 2 nights ex giant buaya... hai.. as usual kena 'f'ed by those lau jiao warrant officers la.. nothing new.. even the smallest things like our SOPs (standard operating procedures) hai.. more or less used to it liao also one ear in one ear out.. hai.. actually during constuction already kena scolded upside down le.. sibeh low morale xia.. until mei de smsed saying she had received the present and was touched then i was like morale abit higher la.. haha finally after a few weeks of thinking and squeezing every ounce of brain juice i have left in my brain.. good also la

coming back to the candace platoon hai... really damn jialat xia teh specs back there.. this afternoon after we go back camp and planning to maintain the equipment. the hose at the washing bay not working.. the guys just went to eat at the canteen leaving the men and khoo, hee and alan back there.. hai.. really disappointing xia.. really no integrity leh... fucked up xia... so wat if they are better ones.. i thnk the results they get from course is come from apple polishing loh.. hai.. think speak no more le la...

finally, mei de's present settled liao... hhaha.. after weeks of thinking wat to buy... phew.. now hopefully she likes it loh..

had a bad game at the soccer court today.. dunno why hai.maybe its been my weak pt all the while that i dun dare head ball haha.. then conceded a lot of goals cos of corners and heading hai.. somemore today like dun feel like playing like that.. cos many pple not there hai... no mood

hai.. tuesday start giant buaya liao.. good news is no need deployment, vehicle only put camou net on top nia.. and 3 days 2 nites.. but its still very tiring leh imagine just finish bridge last friday... now this shit come.. hai.. after buaya still got 1 more bridge then mousedeer...
wah lau WE NEED REST LEH for goodness sake!!!!

went to dinner with my parents haha.. din noe i am so talkative xia.. told them what i have been up to these days haha.. and told them i going to send flowers to girls xia.. haha then mum gave me advices wahhahaa... cos she learnt flower arrangin b4 ma hahah... (so if need flowers can order from me hehe)... wah lau eh kena pressured by my parents also.. ask me to find gf liao... i jokingly ask them choose from photos i have got.. wah lan.. then my dad at the instance the citibank one loh (mel, shenwei you all know who we are referring to) wah lan i was like snooked xia... then i tell them i wan to get my life going first la haha.. just to put them off... lol...

hmm
these days had very funny feelings xia.. got this feeling that i am going to be some big shot xia hhaha.. maybe its my ego ba.. ahhhaha... wtf... just took time off to relax and think of such nonsense haha.. but then again who in the right mind dun wan to be a rich bastard and to be known across the globe rite? hahaha

wah.. the officers are really getting onto my nerves le.. !@#!@# they gave a very stupid suggestion that is to wake up at 0315 tml morning to cheer for the bravo recruits when they finish their 24km route march leh and have to make lamps machiam those indian festival like that use fire...hai.. wah lau thursday we building bridge leh dun let us rest enuff.. why not ask the recruits come cheer for us... wah lau eh... super wayang xia... and my PC is another stupid boy... yesterday a General come visit out camp so some of our guys go help out as waiters and some other stuff loh.. its like half of our platoon strength leh.. then wah lan oi.. he let half the platoon book out.. and he go off to celebrate his wife-to-be bday then left wif only us, specs, to do the work.. ended up got 1 ultimate saikang which is go down jurong to get a STB (short trackway bridge)... and Khoo have to do it wif some of the men... before that have to clear hangar for the bravo guys.. duh... TOld PC liao abt the 'wat ifs' if he lets the guys clear off.. and he used to tell us at one time cannot have more than 8 guys clearing off.. now? 20+ go.. left wif a little bit of pple how to work? lucky khoo managed to clear everything...

One more thing really disappoint me hai... CANDACE SPECs... where is the teamwork???? Alan cleared off like nobody's business.. ok la lets not talk abt him cos he worked till rather late last nite cos of the General visit thing and he doesn't know that today there'll be saikang.. but the rest of the spec leh?? 4 of them went on nite's off and stayed out to go JB to cheong... and came back only this morning.. and SLEPT the whole day till ard 3pm.. then went to play billiard at the mess.. wat the fuck??? is this the way we used to work?? none of them offered to help us leh.. esp khoo... morning only me, ah hee, and khoo and the remaining platoon cleared the hangar.. they slept throughout and dared to complain xian.. they buay paiseh one leh.. really pissed me off leh.. and our 2sg also like 'dun dare' to wake them up to do some work.. asked a spec who did overnite duty to do.. FUCK leh... so wat if they are the more elite among specs? doesn't mean they can do this loh.. oh wat the 'F' guess humans are selfish by nature ba.. and it has just been proven...

hmm think i am beginning to realise one theory 'work is work; play is play' you can hate one person's working style but gotta be neutral while talking as a fren.. (anyway everybody is trying to do their job well..) i know its hard cos there's always a thing called biased and prejudice.. lol..

feeling real crappy now.. hmm hai dunno why maybe it's the lack of rest ba hai... this time next week think i will be somewhere in gedong feeding mosquitoes and doing my e-tep(sorta assessment for operational coy).. hai.. dun really feel like doing anything... arrghh... every specs in the platoon is wearing out le.. hai.. even ah hee(who has been very cheerful and energetic and true motivator of men) also looks listless and lost his touches in planning wat to do liao.. hai.. oh man.. let this shit pass quickly ba... have to wait till july then finito.. arrghh... think these weeks will witness the fall of giants ba and not to say the Great Candace platoon.. whatever it is, hope there will be something that we can draw inspiration from... One thing for sure WE WON'T GIVE UP WITHOUT A GOOD FIGHT...

smsed mei de.. hai its her bday next week... ok la i think i am going to send flowers for her loh.. asked her whether it will reach her not.. i know its VERY obvious and she said so herself too.. but then again hah she said dun bother loh.. hai.. haha dunno whether to send now or not xia.. and if so dunno what flowers to send leh?? hahah.. Girls out there give some suggestions leh.. lol if you happen to read this...

hai another week has passed... closer to ORD but even closer to mousedeer and giant buaya... and for you info giant buaya is just 1 week away(monday).. and thursday and friday goin to build bridge.. wonder whether we have the time to really go and do the maintanence of the equipment.. and enough rest after the bridge.. still haven decided wat to do after my army grrr... its in a mess now wonder how can i solve these.. tho i have accepted NTU's offer but nv really wanted that course.. but dun feel like going overseas at this pt of time also.. If there is really something i cannot let go off wah lau needa get it over and done with xia... but wat issit? grrrrr

hmm went to watch mel's performance at the grass patch beside heeren. the music played by other band was torturous xia.. as wat i always say.. um zai simi lan jiao lai eh.. haha but mel's band did really really well.. for a person who nv really listen to rock music i find it very entertaining.. maybe at that time they playing the same 'key' as me ba.. haha.. well done LGF.. seems like you have quite a number of young fans back there eh??.. well you also get yourself an older fan haha.. and i got a new idol haha.. nearly lost my phone also tmd.. heng i left it on mel's stage xia or and i back track to hunt for it or else really gone for me xia..

mei de was there also haha.. and with a guy haha.. seems like i got challenger liao lol... or worse still haha lose till cui cui le.. aiya wat the 'f'.. not really after her also la hahah just admire nia.. ahaha.. haha if she's happy then its fine with me ba lol.. sui yuan ba haha

nothing much to say these days.. its confirmed liao next week build bridge on thursday and fri
anyway, last week was marcus' bday... we specs gave him an unforgettable one.. haha.. we tied him to his legs to his bed and took off his clothes and played tic-tac toe hahah... and i gave him a duo ming jian dao jiao.. haha then think should not eleborate more le.. cos wat we do in camp a bit obscene for the page haha.. anyway he is really lucky wat i got for my bday was really worse.. it involves the whole platoon somemore and somemore my PC duo ming jian dao jiao me.. haha.. really had a good luff then... haha nv had it for such a long time luff till tears rolled..