The new semester has come. Sigh I have never been so xian before. I don't know why either. Everything is in a mess and well.. During lectures, I am like physically there by psychologically dont know where am I sigh... Is it due to the lectures this time round? Or is it because i have moved back home and the distance travelled really makes me tired. This results in my inability to absorb during lectures and I am lost most of the time.
Speaking of lost, i dont know why this time round i really feel that something is really missing. It's like suddenly feel very empty and lost. Maybe is just stress building up due to the workload in school. Sigh... 2 projects to clear and one of them is a yr 4 module.. got plenty to read in order to catch up with the yr 4 guys. And I think I am really out of my mind to take that module. Ah well, it has already been done, the plus side is that after this sem i dont have to clear as much yr 4 modules as the rest. BTW, i am the only yr 3 in the whole LT of yr 4.. How's that? but the guys are really friendly and i was given the title of Xiao Shi Di. My response? i started calling everyone of them shi jie and shi xiong. The person who initiated all that is my da shi jie lol..
As for my yr 3 sub? i dont have anything to say about it. Just that i dont know what they are going to do about it. I am like an outcast ba lol.... Going to be a Freerider haha.. AND I HATE THAT!!!(not knowing what you are doing).
Last Thursday was Union day and 5 of my friends from my last yr's OG were rallying and running for positions for the Students' Union in NTU. ALL OF THEM GOT IN! hahah that's very good. I have absolute faith in each and everyone of them running their position. All the best guys. I will still be my Xiao Shi Min haha.. and when called upon i will definitely give a helping hand. People who knows me well enough will know that i am a person who is
Jiang gan qing. There are people who ask me why didn't run for anything. My ans's very simple, i think i am not as competent as those pple running(slack also) and i dont like those political things. So nah. Not my cup of tea. I'd rather run for projects though. Initially wanted to run as chairman or Chief Programmer for UOC next year but considering that i am going for attachment next sem and i'd not be around to oversee everything so i cannot run. SIGH! well, I've already struck a deal with Ailing (a friend i knew errr dont know how i know her also la.. but she lives in the same block as me when i was in hall). saying that if she becomes programmer i would be her sub comm together with my 'hunky' roomie wahhahaha..