Piggy's Bday

19/11 was a disastrous day. Met on her birthday and had a meal. I think this might be the last time i meeting her for dinner or something le. Sigh. Such lousy planner I am.

I am really terrible at talking, esp to people I am interested in. Ask me to talk to my workmates, I am ok with that. I can rattle on and on and on. But in front of her i just become mute. Ah well.

And talking on the phone? I think that I wil fail horrendously. If there were to be a grading system on that. I probably think i will score a big fat zero. I cannot sustain a conversation on the phone for more than 5 mins before. It's just book appointments, making arrangements and what nots. I've been trying to talk to her on the phone but sigh.. dont know why my mind just went blank.

Sigh Such a failure I am..